if tomorrow never come

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She’s lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she’s my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

‘Cause I’ve lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there’s no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she’s my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you’re thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

dedicated to my niece,samantha avrillinia.ilovehersomuch

hey blogger,i come again.HAHAH.this is my sygg PHILOMENA.she taken by BEKDEOXYRIBONUCLEIC.she so cantek. kan kan kan.die ni pandai jage rahsie orang tau.saye suke kat die.die favorite 'artis' saye.baik orang nyer even die ni mangah punya olang.HAHAH.kat kelas tak pandai diam.tingok atas tuh,makan jer keje die.hahah.tapi tak gemok2.aneh.die ni rajin jugak.saye salu tanye jawapan dari die.waa.so clever ou.terutamenyer math.sebab dalam hal math nih,saye ade bungok sikit.so,tanye kat die jer aa.saye salu kongsi problem ngan dia.die pung kongsi problem ngan saye.wah3.saye pung baik jugak tau.hahah.ye la.orng kate,kalau orng baik temannyer pung baik jugak.kan kan kan.naa see,mintak puji udah adrina yaa.hahah.ok.that all.maybe,next time saye kongsi pasal kawang kawang saye yang lain.chow cin cau ;)

i've realized...girls tears only seem to fall when they dont know what they're gonna do anymore to try to be happy.they cry cause they're fighting against those feelings that are telling them to let go,but knowing that if they let go,they might regret it and they're just trying to figure out whats going to happen if they keep holding on and they're will...

morning blogger,i didnt go to church today cause lambat bangun.lastlyyy,aku kenak tinggal-,-.hahah.eh,aku suke lerh lagu baru kat blog aku nih.best tak??hahah.kalu tak suke tak payah denga.kan kan kan??k la.later i continue again. =)

continue again.hahahah.lupe nak crite kat korg pasal kat chapel tadi.aku ingat org lupe nak ambik aku pegi chapel.rupe2nya 2 trip.hahah.banyak jugak lerh org kat chapel tadi.what make me happy is Mr.___ bercakap nan aku ler and dia berdiri sebelah aku lagi tuu.waa.happy sesangat.hahah.so nice guys.lucu lagi tuu.saya pung pelik game diorg tadi.but its ok la.fun berh.tapiiiiii(bnyknyer tapi)hahah,rasa mcm diri nih murah sangat sbb pompuan 5 sen and laki 10 sen -,- .hahah.and lastlyyyyyyyy,my group winnnnnnnn.yayyyyyyyyyy.and time nak balik tu,saye nan si sundun emily pegi jengok2 si martin kat rj kejap.lepak2 sane then we two chow from there cause he's busy.then,lepak punyer lepak.kami pun balik dengan si unna.bile nak masok kete tuu an?? banyak pulak ler monyet2 nak panjat atas kete unna tuu.macam tak penah tingok kete.goyang2 kete org.gila kah??hahah.fun berh today.like it.bercakap dengan si dia.sukenyerrrrrrrrrrrr.maok gik ae.hahah.alu semangat bila berdiri dengan dia. k la.that all.goodnight again

hey brotha.i dont even know you are so playboy.baru bapar hari break nan gerek alu ada new one.laki jenis pa cam ya aa.bukan main kwu madah kawan aku yar SUCH A HEARTBREAKER.but you are more than that.you know??!! bapar orang nok ada dalam hati ko ya??!! muka jak nampak bait.tapi  macam titak jak.just forget it la.nantik dia kata kita nih HYPOCRITE.salah eja nasib lah.and i dont even know today is ANNALIPANG birthday.happy bitrthday yah sayang.we sambut it at chapel just now but kami kenak halau berh.call group jak join.hurmm.kla goodnight ;)

poser!!!

ada someone poser aku oi.apa nok dipadah aku,ya juak nok dipadahnya.we are not same ok.bungok kau.idknow you la.tang ada poser blog orang tetiba.dont poser me k if want to friend with me.just read and follow my blog.that all.

about me :)

wanna know boud me kah?? oke oke . tapi,ku bagi sikit information jak aa.hahah.xpayah manyak manyak ou.nama ku adrina paul.sik lamak gik masok 16 tahun(dah mok tua dah).im a friendly girl actually just takot maok nego orang cause orang kinek tok kan sumbong semua.me,mun kawan nan aku hati hati kit cause tetak sikit alu maok tumbok orang.hahah.i love to laugh :D .cakap sikit nan aku alu mintak pujik la aku tokk.if u meet me,dont kol me jegit or whatever cause aku dah padah nak??aku suka tetak2.benda sik lawak pung mok ditetak juak.hahah.gila babi kalik.me not so clever.lam kelas tanyak jawapan dari orang jak taok.tapi sometime aku taok jawap juak ou.and i dont like people judge2,backstabber,selfish.aku suka aktiviti tumbok2,snap2,jalan2 and benda yang buleh menyenangkan hati.i want people nok ikhlas kawan nan aku bukan maok ambik kesempatan ke atas ape yang aku ade.oke.that all.anytime,i kongsi pa pa kat u all. ;)

                                                                       easy come
                                               easy go ;)

saturday,16 april

hey guys,here i want to share something.on tuesday and wednesday.some of my classmate got bring a camera.so,me and si philomena learn to be a photographer.HAHAH.so,inih lah hasilnya:

we didnt have any work to do actually.malas maok denga cikgu cakap cakap.so,ini lah keja kami di belakang.hahah.mentang mentang duduk kat belakang,alu polah keja lain.macam tidak jak.so,if anything i tell you guys.that all for this morning.buhbyee

morning

today im wake up early.idknow why.at 6.30 like that.but,dah nama adrina an?tido balik aa ituh olang.hahah.and wake up again at 8.30 cause ituh sundun si EMILYKELING go to my house a.k.a istana(da gikk) :p she want to give me the easter camp form.today got to give it to unna.-,-.secepat ituh??whatever lah.later go to youth maybe lah.if ninut go,so i go lah.so,until here.im not yet bath actually.sebab ituh ada bau bau pelik ho.HAHAH.got to go.bath first baru continue. ;)



                                           the talkactive

friday,15 april

hollo,
          today my school got fire drill.panas skalik.HAHAH.but me,titak ada peloh aa.titak sehat punya olang   ou.  
                  and what make me sakit hati is ada la someone yar jeling jeling aku sik tentu pasal.pa salah aku pung
         sik tauk lah.whatever deh.and that girl dont want to smile at me.WTF??but its okei lah.she kan perfect
                  punya orang.today,im back from school tumpang si philomena sundun ituh.hahah.punya lah
         lamak tunggu her aunty to fetch us.tunggu sama ituh moyang si ebby.mula lah si ebby yar like usuall
                  lar.merungut jak keja.abiss!!tidak maok cakap.hahah.today i've read a novel in 1 day only ou.
         ask people to share me.sorang pung sikmaok.kedekut berh.kawan ka ituh macang.okei lah.gua
                   maok chaw dulu lah.hahah.taka care.do follow me. ;) always welcome guys.
        

misunderstanding

hey,im not over friendship yet with my brothaa.bro christian blurr and dknow anything.just wilkinson ikut suka jantong dia maok marah2 gua.what the hell aa you??if you duwwan friend with me,xpyah laa k.sy pung tak la maok negeh2 kawang with you.sikda niat maok brckap nan kwu deng.baru jak kenal bapar bulan alu marah org suka hati ny.pareyy ae.k la.malas maok talk boud that.yang penting,my life tenang sangat now.(bahasa rojak)so continue later ;)

morning =)

sempat gak aku online pagi pagi nih.HAHAH.someone make me so sad.we sudaa over our friendship :( so,pa buleh buat kn?? i know im not a nice girl to friend with.but,i never say thanks to you cause penah anggap saya nih adek kmo.just you never say thanks and never be grateful.WTF??? tapi saya tak penah menyesal kalo dah berkawan nan orang and tang ada jak putus kawan tanpa sebab ituh perkara biasa saja kan.so thank you again CHRISTIANGIRING and WILKINSON.im happy to be your friend before.so selamat tinggal.maybe now u two anggap saya nih jahat or your musuh.just saya maseh anggap they still my friend in my heart.adeyhh.okei,so wanna go to school.buhbyee.

wednesday,13 april 2011

ermm.i've got a brotha.not abang kandung aaa.abang angkat saja maa.im minat with him.not minat yg tu tu hah.he is my idola.butttttt,when he got a new girlfriend...he think negative boud me.i know saya nih jahat not a nice girl.but,i want you to know that im happy when you're happy brothaa.and i know u love her more than me even you baru kenal her.but i've got my own reason berh.why people always make me like this.kawan ituh brmaksud terima apa adanya sikap kawan kamu bukannya mengugut and mejal to putus kawang gara gara hal yg kecik.and i didnt have any enemy now.got it?



                                              I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND =)

someone want to over a friendship with me.what the f***??hallo,sy dah lupakkan hal yg lamak arr.but,pa buleh buat kn??suka hati jantong u lerh what you want to do.whatever.but guys,just forget boud that.today,pbsm got praktikal.huh.punyalah lamak praktikal yar.we got to back at 4.30.akadai.make me so tired.and when sampey jak umah alu carik makang si adrina yar.then,im bath and watch movie 'kick ass'.hahah.so funny.and,sleep for awhile and wake up jak alu online.sikkda keja lain ka??hahah.whatever deh ;p here i got something to share.it is boud style ;) heheh

                                                     actually i love their style.so cute lorh.

                                                                         kan kan kan

                                                  guyss!!!!!!! i love the camera and i want it

hallo (:
          my brotha sudaa ada pangan ou.SHANEALIENA her name.so cute couple larh.i like it.congrat bro giring.even,hati sy rasa berat cause she penah jadi my enemy.but now,im happy with that.HAHAH.oh yah,at class just now im not study.baca novel jak keja.salin nota ada larh(konon nya la).and thankyou yah to all my classmate (: you all make me happy today sampai2 my air mata terkuar gara2 laughing jak keja.and,i want to show u my friend here :

                                                     ini my sygg si PHILOMENA

                                                     EMILY my sundun

                                                    my babes SHASA

                                                    GIRING my crazy brotha

                                                    this is my sulu ALIZA

                                          ini pilak aku punyer sayau c PAGGIE

                                                    and mylil sist BOOLAN or oran
 so,got it??i have some more friend like may,nabilah,martin,faws and more la.bnyk sngt berh.i didnt have their pict.len kali ku post. (; . ilovethem like my family.so its to late now.im got to go to bed.so all....GODDNIGHT.
                                                               takecare.sweetdream


                                           adrina the talkactive (;

new blogger today (;

hy,
   im a new girl today.hahah.tetiba jak at sch my mind tepiker maok molah blog.HAHAH.keja si PHILOMENA la ni.so,i ask la si MASHA aboud blog.hahah.and now,im done with it.thankyou suluku alizamasha. (;