friendship hurt me

I'm tired of being a convenient friend.
You keep me close when you need something,
and push me away when ur done.
Maybe next time you need me, I wont be there.
I don't know what to do.
You used to always text and talk to me,
and what now you just suddenly
stop liking me and ignoring me.. whats up with that..?
I say I've moved on. But I haven't.
You were my BEST FRIEND. But,
now I don't know you.
I can't imagine life without you.
But I'm living it right now. :(
I'm not going to try anymore.
I'm going to stop trying wishing on stars
and let nature take its course.
Something is bound to happen that'll be for the better
I really don't like putting forth effort to try to talk to you.
I am done now.  If you want me,
you know where I am.

today :)

hari ini saya ikut kakak saya pegi dia punya office(tempat keja) .dudok dudok , online , and then jalan jalan di boulevard :) manyak urangg . urghhhhh . petang ini punyalah panas kan kan kan ? ? titak tenang rasa . then , suddenly EK msg cakap jadi pegi konsert easter . oreikk . uyeahh . so , saya readyy la . tunggu punya tunggu sampai lah dia . sampai saja sana . PE panggil then datang gila EK and PE maok naik atas pegi dekat tempat urang kelabit punya dinner -.-' sud . then . lepak dengan KL . sementara tunngu maok masokk dalam kan . then , dah masok pegi lah dudok . thennnnnnnnnnnnnn !!!! I saw my MR.RIGHT yo ;) sungguh happy sekali . waa . then , tingukk urang buat persembahan . ada yang best ada yang buring skalikk . ermm . then , pulai lah kami . huhu . jumpa nan urang yang ekot easter camp . rindu rasanya . :p then , the end ;) buhhbyee


LOTS OF LOVE : ADRINA 

hari ini

hari ini kehidupan  saya biasa saja . bertugas pun malas jakk rasa o_O . orang datang lambat kan biasa lah , kenak hukum lah jawap nyerrrr . florie jakk lah yang rajinn marah . saya buat derr jakk dengan meka . cuci tandass gikk yaa . HAHAH . markah math saya 16 saja . -.-' . bagi malu saja ou . markah sns lebih kurang 63 macam tu lah . lupak saya . = =' . thats all buhhbyee

the day full of laugh

did you see the title ?? I just want to tell about the title . at class i was laugh because NJ ketawak macam 'babi' . HAHAHAH . and make me cant answer the exam . so FREAK . and what make me laugh moreeee isss ... saya kan jaga kat tangga 4 tingkat paling atas . pengawas yang bernama nurena menegur orang orang yang limpas dan yang naik tangga . and when she tegur frederick , she said masokkan baju . and frederick said 'takk maok masokk baju saya' o_O sud2 . and alrick pun ada kenak and alrick was said 'maok tinguk saya telanjang??' -.-' . krek2 . and kuleh pun sama . he said 'pakai zip saya punya baju ni . apa kamu maok atur ka ?? atur la' = =' . aduiyai . macam macam karenah student student riam . kalau saya jadi pengawas , tia payah tego pungggggg . menyusahkan jak kalau maok tego . sama jakk kalau kita tego atau tia tego kan kan kan ?? itu la dia . buhhbyee

LOTS OF LOVE : ADRINA PEARL

hallo . hari ini kami dah mula bertugas -.-' . malu ae . tia layak langsung saya naik tangga VIP waktu pagi . tugas saya jaga gate C . malu bahh . blurr blurr gikk tuu . inda tauk pa pa . orang senyum senyum tingukk saya nan PE . = = ' WTF ?? saya tauk la saya tia layakk bahh . tia payah la tingukk itu macam ok . kalau kamu layakk sangat , mintak la kat meow meow . dah la pagi tadik , guna stokin pindekk :p nasib mdm cath tia tingukk . HAHAH . kami ujian moral tadi . so , saya buleh jawab semua cuma macam biasa la . antam saja . HAHAH . nasib maseh ada utak maok piker jawaban yang sangat 'tepat' . huhu . bila dah siap , mula la FC buat lawak bodo dia . ketawak tak henti henti :D but cover cover la . nantikk orang kata saya overacting + eksen + mintak puji -.-' baik sangat la meka tu . buwekkz . parayy ae . mintakk puji lagikk orang yang nakk tunjuk baik tu kan kan kan ?? ok tu saja . malas nak taip taip ni . gtg .


LOTS OF LOVE : ADRINA PEARL (:

do promises mean anything anymore ?

Thinks lying to hide guilt,
lying to make yourself look better,
lying to try and stay out of trouble,
just makes you look like a pathetic liar.
even if the truth hurts,
getting stabbed in the back,
 being lied too hurts even more
If u feel the need to lie to me don't bother.
Turn around and keep walking,
I would rather hurt a little as
u walk away than hurt a lot dealing with the lies.
You seem to love lies,
so here's a huge one:
I respect you a lot and
I believe everything that you tell me.
 I'm still your friend. Wish you have a happy life.

ILOVEYOU PHILOMENA,SHASA,EMILY F0REVER
FRIEND FOREVER(i dont think so)

happy mother's day

    The bond between a mother
   & child will never fall apart
   Always bound together by the beating
  of one anothers heart.
        Mom's smiles can brighten any moment,
       Mom's hugs put joy in all our days,
Mom's love will stay with us  forever
      and touch our lives in precious ways...
  Mom, there are no words to say how much
               I admire you...appreciate you...
   and thank you...for everything you've done.
           they stands beside me in all I do,
     all my successes and my failures too...
            no matter how old I grow to be,
   they'll always be Mommy to me!
                I love my Mom! (:
      would like to wish all those
    wonderful moms out there
            a very Happy Mother's Day.
    Enjoy your special day!

calon pengawas ??

bloggie , do you believe that me kenak calon jadi pengawas = =' . ohGod . terpaksa bertugas this monday . jaga gate C . oh yah , before i know boud im gonna kenak pilih . sa ada kenak tego itu meow meow bout my hair , stokin pindek sampaikan berkaki ayam di solah , bout my kuku yang panjang and cantekk , cermin kenak rampas . SEE , manyak problem nan meow meow . suddenly , she choose me to be the CALON . i never thought that . make me so nervous . huh . sa tia maok bahh . pa bulehh buat . nasib nasib . itu pung kalau sa kenak pilih . kalau tia pung , lagikk sa suka . HAHAH . must come early go to sch . dah la sa ni datang solah time orang hampir hampir nak tutup pagar .O_o . so nice right im at sch ?? . manyak problem , kenak jugakk . chin(penolong ketua pengawas) tia sangka sa kenak pilih . naa see , orang pung tia sangka uo . HAHAH . okai , that all . buhh byee . love you <3

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my family and friends

     To all my family and friends,
 I just wanted to tell you that I love you,
       because yesterday is gone,
    today's almost over,
         and tomorrow isn't promised...
The most important gifts you can give are your love,
                        time,
               and attention.
                           Slow down,
           take time to smile &
         enjoy loved ones..
          life goes by way too fast.
    No matter what you do,
no matter how many mistakes you make,
    family will always be there for you in the end

exam again

*today science paper* *i was so nervous(takut lain soalan yang kuar)* *and its for paper 1 time* *its sokay senang sikit jak la* *maybe I can get more than 15 marks(itu pun dah bermadai babes)* *awal we resest just now,kol 8.30* *then,meow meow hukum people yang lambat masok kelas* *and,she late gave them a paper* *I can answer all the question* *just stuck at the question numb 4* *its about variasi* *hah?? ohGod,i forgot to study bout that* *and I was just like o_O* *lastly , antam saja* *pa buleh buat masa maok abiss* *at 11.30,we got to go to ruang legar* *and I dont even know muka macam saya jadi* *CALON PENGAWAS* *kok bisa sii??* *dont worry la adrina* *only calon bahh* *kalau kenak pung tia pa* *got certificate hoo* *dapat highest marks gikk* *hahah* *thats all* *buhhbyee bloggie* *love you*

NOBODY PERFECT

i want you to hear this song until it finish .. please .. 
I just want you to realize that nobody perfect . DONT JUDGE

saya sudah habiskan ujian BI hari ini .

     senang saja soalannya :)

untuk kertas 1 , pada bahagian A ,

    saya telah menulis sebanyak

               128 

 hampir hampir nak 130 kan ??

   bahagian B pulak 435 . 

banyak kan . saya buat pasal

"the happiest day of my life"

    sampailah kertas 2 ,

ohGOD . semua stuck kat 

  bahagian literature .

       BLURR = ='

saya pun dah give up . 

 dan terus tutup paper . 

  tak sanggup nak fikir 

    nak tauk ??

esok saya akan dudok di

   pintu . susah sangat kalau

nama dah A mesti kat depan

    fuhh . tapi , nasib saya

           baik . 

sebab tak dudok kat TAIK 

       sebelah tingkap tu . 

at least ada tempat untuk dudok

 tak kira dudok kat mana

           so , that all

LOTS OF LOVE : ADRINA PEARL

One day, love and friendship met. Love asked, Why do you exist when I already exist? Friendship smiled and said,To put a smile where you leave tears

exam

hey bloggie , u know right today got exam for form 4 . = =' today is BM1 and BM2 . i can do it better even got some harder question . i answer it with a happy mode . cause dudok debah kipas and belakang skalik . HAHAH .ilove the question(da gikk) . its so easy to me . for bm1 sectionA i can write until 250 words . yeay . and the sectionC i've got 425 words . wow ! first time in my exam can write until that . wuaa . paper 2 also easy . u know what , for the novel , i write from the answer at the back area at my class . HAHAH . so easy . and i cant feel better cause alrick a.k.a monkey throw me a small paper . ee . polah ku geram jakk . dah la PE ya talk to me ____ kim slam la,mntak num la . haiyoh . we got exam ok . no need to disturb . and because of that , aku kehilangan idea maok molah karangan ohGod = = . ok lah . that all for this afternoon . buhhbyee my lovely  bloggie


LOTS OF LOVE : ADRINA PEARL (:

tomorrow school !!

bloggie , u know what ? tomorrow school . yeah , u know it . buttttttt , its exam . OMG . didnt prepare anything u know . later la . idknow pa exam tomorrow but PE said tomorrow bm1 and bm2 . so , maok study la later . ok ,buhbyyee


LOTS OF LOVE

i miss you

Wants you 2 know,,,Every time I think of you I start to cry.. I miss u so much! I would give anything to have you here right now!

PRAY

Ohh Ohh Ohh .. and I pray
I just cant sleep tonight.
Knowing that things aint right.
Its in the papers, its on the tv, its everywhere that I go.
Children are crying.
Soldiers are dying
Some people don’t have a home
But I know there’s sunshine behind that rain
I know there’s good times behind that pain, hey
Can you tell me how I can make a change
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray

I lose my appetite, knowing kids starve tonight.
And when I sit up, cause my dinner is still on my plate.
Ooo I got a vision, to make a difference.
And its starting today.

Cause I know there’s sunshine behind that rain
I know there’s good times behind that pain, hey
Haven`t tell me how I can make a change
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray
I close my eyes and I can see a better day

I close my eyes and pray
For the broken-hearted.
I pray for the life not started
I pray for all the ones not breathing.
I pray for all the souls in need.
I pray. Can you give em one today.
I just cant sleep tonight
Can someone tell how to make a change?

I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and I pray

I pray ..

I close my eyes and pray ..

Listen to Songs: http://videokeman.com/justin-bieber/pray-justin-bieber/#ixzz1LAAdZzoM

You can think what you want, judge as you may, but I don't care what you say. You don't have to like me, but when I'm around you better respect me.

                                                feel so lonely right now